Memilikimu, memilikimu
Mencoba menguasai hatimu
Aku sangat menginginkan dan mengharapkannya
Sekalipun sebentar, selama aku di sisimu
Aku pura-pura percaya bahwa kau milikku
Setelah sekian lama tak melihat senyummu
Barulah aku sadar, itu sesuatu yang sulit
Hatimu yang tak bisa kumiliki
Itu sungguh menyedihkan
Namun aku harus melepaskanmu
Dengan alasan karena cinta itu kejam
Sudah sangat terlambat untuk meraih hatimu
Aku tahu itu
Melupakanmu, melupakanmu
Aku berusaha melupakanmu
Aku masih menggigit bibirku
Bahkan menjalani hidup sehari saja tanpamu
Aku mencoba tersenyum seolah tak apa-apa
Apa yang harus kulakukan dengan hatiku ini
Hatiku tak bisa menjadi seperti yang kuinginkan
Aku ingin melihatmu sampai mataku terasa perih
Aku benar-benar bodoh
Aku hanya mengingat momen-momen saat kita mencinta dulu
Aku kehilangan hatiku dan bahkan juga hatimu
Aku begitu menderita
Air mataku
Bahkan kata-kata bahwa aku akan menunggumu
Kau tak mengenal diriku yang bahkan tak bisa kau lihat
Kaulah yang telah berubah
Kenapa aku yang merasa bersalah?
Hatimu yang tak bisa kumiliki
Itu sungguh menyedihkan
Namun aku harus melepaskanmu
Dengan alasan karena cinta itu kejam
Sudah sangat terlambat untuk meraih hatimu
Aku tahu itu
English
I tried and tried
I wanted so badly to have you.
I wished and longed for it endlessly.
Even for just a moment, while I was by your side,
I pretended not to notice and believed you were mine.
It was only after I hadn’t seen your smiling face for so long
That I realized it was no longer possible.
Though I couldn’t have your heart,
It still made me sad,
But I had to let you go.
Love is a cruel excuse.
It’s far too late to hold on to your heart.
I know
I try and try
I still bite my lip to forget you.
I try to live even one day without you,
And sometimes I fake a smile.
But what should I do when my heart
Doesn’t feel the same as it used to?
I miss you so much it hurts my eyes to think about it.
This is how foolish I am.
I only remember the moments I loved,
Losing both my heart and yours,
And now all that’s left is pain.
You don’t know about the tears,
Or that I thought of waiting.
You couldn’t see me, couldn’t see how I felt.
You’re the one who’s changed,
So why am I the one who feels sorry?
Though I couldn’t have your heart,
It still made me sad,
But I have to let you go.
Love is a cruel excuse.
It’s far too late to hold on to your heart.
I know
Romanized
gajiryeogo gajiryeogo
gajyeoboryeogo
mudeonhi wonhago baraetjyo
jamsirado geudae gyeote inneun donganen
moreun cheok nae geosira mideotjyo
unneun geudae eolgureul hancham mot bon hueya
aratjyo deoneun eoryeoun irin geol
gatji mothan geudae maeumi
monnae seoreowotjiman
bonaeya haetjyo
sarangiran motdoen iyuro
geudae mameul japgien neomu neujeobeorin geol
aljyo
ijeuryeogo ijeuryeogo
ijeoboryeogo
yeojeonhi ipsureul kkaemuljyo
harurado geudae eopsi saraboryeogo
anin cheok useobogido hajyo
eotteokajyo nae mami
nae mam gatji anaseo
nuni siridorok bogo sipeunde
babo gateun naneun iraeyo
saranghaetdeon sunganman gieokae naego
nae maeumdo geudae maeumdo
modu ileobeorin chae
apahaneyo
nunmuldo
gidaryeobogetdan maldo
boil su eopdeon nareul moreujyo
byeonhaebeorin geon geudaende
wae naega mianhalkkayo
gatji mothan geudae maeumi
monnae seoreowotjiman
bonaeyajyo
sarangiran motdoen iyuro
geudae mameul japgien neomu neujeobeorin geol
aljyo
Hangul
가지려고 가지려고
가져보려고
무던히 원하고 바랬죠
잠시라도 그대 곁에 있는 동안엔
모른 척 내 것이라 믿었죠
웃는 그대 얼굴을 한참 못 본 후에야
알았죠 더는 어려운 일인 걸
갖지 못한 그대 마음이
못내 서러웠지만
보내야 했죠
사랑이란 못된 이유로
그대 맘을 잡기엔 너무 늦어버린 걸
알죠
잊으려고 잊으려고
잊어보려고
여전히 입술을 깨물죠
하루라도 그대 없이 살아보려고
아닌 척 웃어보기도 하죠
어떡하죠 내 맘이
내 맘 같지 않아서
눈이 시리도록 보고 싶은데
바보 같은 나는 이래요
사랑했던 순간만 기억해 내고
내 마음도 그대 마음도
모두 잃어버린 채
아파하네요
눈물도
기다려보겠단 말도
보일 수 없던 나를 모르죠
변해버린 건 그댄데
왜 내가 미안할까요
갖지 못한 그대 마음이
못내 서러웠지만
보내야죠
사랑이란 못된 이유로
그대 맘을 잡기엔 너무 늦어버린 걸
알죠
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